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brinshannaraI had a brief moment of clarity in my fatigue-induced haze.
It was this:
Am I fucking CRAZY to even consider going to work after being up for 22 hours straight, sleeping 6 hours on Monday night and having slept 4 hours on Sunday night? Since 2:30pm on Sunday, I have had TEN HOURS OF SLEEP. That's 10 hours of sleep in 70 hours.
That's like, bad, right?
So I just called into work, rescheduled myself for the 30th of August. My work schedule now looks like this:
This Friday, this Sunday-Wednesday.
The following Sunday-Wednesday.
Whee. 9 days instead of 6. But that's what you get when you reschedule THREE SHIFTS IN A ROW. Good Lord.
Anyways, I left the message now, because I was going to try to sleep and then wake up at 3:30 to get ready to go... but then I was like "what if I wake up at 3:30 and I can't even get out of bed? What if I DON'T wake up at 3:30? That would be a 'cancellation', as opposed to a 'rescheduling', and that's bad for my reliability at work."
To be honest, I don't know if rescheduling the way I've just done, twice, is any better. I'll find out on Friday.
But anyways, I called now to cancel so that at least they have warning, and if they need to call someone in to replace me, they have time to look for someone or whatever.
Worst case scenario? They fire me. In which case, fuck them. I'm good at my job and I don't even really LIKE it, so they've got a good interviewer to lose, and what do I have to lose? A serious time suck.
Right, okay. Bed in just a few. Without the alarm set.
Hee.
It was this:
Am I fucking CRAZY to even consider going to work after being up for 22 hours straight, sleeping 6 hours on Monday night and having slept 4 hours on Sunday night? Since 2:30pm on Sunday, I have had TEN HOURS OF SLEEP. That's 10 hours of sleep in 70 hours.
That's like, bad, right?
So I just called into work, rescheduled myself for the 30th of August. My work schedule now looks like this:
This Friday, this Sunday-Wednesday.
The following Sunday-Wednesday.
Whee. 9 days instead of 6. But that's what you get when you reschedule THREE SHIFTS IN A ROW. Good Lord.
Anyways, I left the message now, because I was going to try to sleep and then wake up at 3:30 to get ready to go... but then I was like "what if I wake up at 3:30 and I can't even get out of bed? What if I DON'T wake up at 3:30? That would be a 'cancellation', as opposed to a 'rescheduling', and that's bad for my reliability at work."
To be honest, I don't know if rescheduling the way I've just done, twice, is any better. I'll find out on Friday.
But anyways, I called now to cancel so that at least they have warning, and if they need to call someone in to replace me, they have time to look for someone or whatever.
Worst case scenario? They fire me. In which case, fuck them. I'm good at my job and I don't even really LIKE it, so they've got a good interviewer to lose, and what do I have to lose? A serious time suck.
Right, okay. Bed in just a few. Without the alarm set.
Hee.
