Sigh.

I've realized why creative-type people turn to drugs, alcohol and suicide. No doubt it's to shut their brains up for five seconds. I haven't been able to sleep. I dozed for 20 minutes on my couch, then got up and went to my bed, and that was SIX HOURS AGO, and I'm still awake.

I downloaded and watched The L Word and called a friend of mine in Chicago who was very sad and needed someone to talk to, and now do you know what I'm doing?

STATISTICS.

Man.

And I really wanted to go over to JB's today to work on stats, but if I don't get to sleep soon, I won't get enough sleep before going out. And though I'm tired, the ol' brain isn't shutting up, so ... back to Assignment 3, which I'm currently redoing. And it's making sense. Go figure.

Huh.

It's entirely possible for me to get an A in my stats class if I absolutely ace the final tomorrow and get a 90% on it. An A- at least.

Wow.

I can do this. I can totally get at least a B+ in stats, which is my goal. That requires getting an A on my exam, but I can do that. Wow. I CAN DO THIS.

And for the first time in weeks, I have got faith in my ability to kick some ass.